you talktome you speak with me don't sink before you rise baby don't fade away you hesitate you seem to wait for all the time we had feels like a world away who's to say we'll be ok we're gonna make it through the night don't wanna wake up in this state i just want us both to smile cause we're the same and i know that we'll never change look i bought your favorite ice cream i don't wanna see it melt away if you walk out now i don't know if we're gonna be the same baby just talk with me cause i want you to stay here with me i want you to stay here with me
posted @ 6:04 AM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
there's time when people like things and hate things. it's when you got it then you hate it, it's when you didn't have it then you love it.
back from STC camp. now that i'm miss out on so many things, i hate myself even more.
posted @ 8:16 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
as i sat at the stairs, and looked at the field. many different memory came back .
i suddendly think of batam. "can i have this dance?"
think of area games day, "wo men shi zui yao yan de NCO!"
think of 50th anniversary.
think of how last time duties used to be tat fun.
think of the difference between now and then.
it's all different, admit it. it is.
tonight, marks the end of late night mugging.
posted @ 6:05 AM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
okay, it's been long since i last blog. yeah, kind of, didn't have the mood for it. hmm, exams is coming round the corner. sometimes i just feel like giving it up. let it be, fail or no fail.
things had been going through my mind. alot of things in fact. things tat NEVER cross my mind before.
i've been thinking about how my studies would end up. i've been thinking about how my np life would end up. i've been thinking about how's life gonna be without you. i've been thinking whether POP will end up like campfire. i've been thinking about how does mole concept work out. i've been thinking is all of this wat i wanted. i've been thinking about whether i'm letting anyone down. i've been thinking about how did i manage to not sleep. i've been thinking about how stress manage to pile up tat fast. i've been thinking about whether i'm strong enough to pass through everything. i've been thinking about wat's left for me to remember about, tat place and you.
sometimes, i just feel like giving up. maybe,all i need is a word of encouragement. maybe, everything won't work.
posted @ 3:55 AM
Monday, September 14, 2009
i thought i could hold it till school. i thought i could hold it till i reach home. i thought i could hold it till everyone is away from me.
sorry, but i can't.
you took my heart away.
Staring at the moon, so blue Turning all my thoughts to you I was without hopes or dreams Trapped to die and never scream But you, saw me through Walking on a path of fear See your faces everywhere As you melt this hottest stone You take my hand to guide me home And now, I'm in love Youtookmyheartaway When my whole world was Grey You gave me everything And a little bit more And when it's cold at night And you sleep by my side You've become the meaning of my life Faring in a world so cold You are there to warm my soul You came to mend a broken heart You gave my life a brand new start And now, I'm in love Holding your hand I won't fear tomorrow Here where we stand We'll never be alone You've become the meaning of my life You've become the meaning You've become the meaning of my life
posted @ 3:10 AM
Sunday, August 9, 2009
went to NDP with shermane yesterday. NICE (: haha xD.
MATHS TEST TML~ study study!
never let anyone know wat's wrong with you, cause in the end, you will only make tat person as sad as you. never cry in front of other, so they won't know wat's happening. put on a brave front, act like nothin happen. someday, somehow , people will know the truth and i won't have to act anymore.
posted @ 10:29 PM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
wake up damm early today, or should i say i didn't sleep?
anw, went to puggol end with cousins. haha, funny XD
shall upload the pictures next time.
friday had the first np training since H1N1. wasn't really get used to it. let's hope i DO get back to the mood then.
just let me die there.
posted @ 3:25 AM
Domokun
Hello. My name is domokun. People have labeled me as "the monster who loves destroying buildings". Some meanies just love to photoshop pictures depicting how ferocious I am. Sigh. The thing is, I can't close my mouth, that's why people are tricked into believing that I'm a monster. In fact I have no intentions of destroying anything. Please don't judge me by my appearance!
Ng Seok Kee.
15th year since birth.
currently a 3 diligence-rian.
proudly a HOLY NP SEC 3 ENERGIZER.